You’re journaling. Meditating. Reflecting. Working on yourself. Feeling. Catching your negative thoughts and replacing with positive ones.
So why are you still stuck?
It’s one of the most frustrating feelings... you’re doing everything "right" on paper. You’ve read the books. You’ve done inner work, shadow work, inner child healing... Maybe you’ve even worked with coaches or done some other trauma healing practices.
And yet...
You’re still triggered by the same things. You still sabotage progress. You still don’t feel like anything is really changing.
If you relate to this, it doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong. It means you’re likely missing the one thing most healing paths overlook: depth doesn’t equal integration.
We live in a time when self-awareness is everywhere. We know our attachment styles. We can name our childhood wounds. We can quote our triggers like pros.
But knowing something doesn’t mean we’ve shifted it. And that’s the trap.
Awareness is only step ONE.
Until we bring that awareness into the body, into our nervous system, into the way we respond in real life, we’re just collecting insight like a self-help trophy case.
If your healing work isn’t "working," this might be why.
Awareness feels like healing because it gives us answers. We finally understand why we react the way we do. We connect dots, label trauma, explain patterns. And for a moment, it feels like something big has shifted.
But then we get triggered. Again. And the reaction comes back. Again.
That’s because the body doesn’t speak in insight. It speaks in patterns.
You can understand your abandonment wound, but if your nervous system still fires off every time someone pulls away - you're not healed yet. You're still in the loop.
True healing means changing what your body expects, not just what your mind understands.
When you were younger, your body learned how to survive emotionally. Maybe it shut down. Maybe it got loud. Maybe it took care of everyone else. Whatever the pattern, it became wired into your nervous system as "safe."
Now, even as you try to heal, that same old pattern kicks in. Not because you’re broken. Because your body thinks it’s protecting you.
So until you work with the rooted nervous system pattern, no amount of journaling will truly shift what your body believes is "safe."
Instead of trying to analyze more or dig deeper, start with a simple goal:
Interrupt the cycle.
That might look like:
🔹 Pausing before reacting to a trigger
🔹Breathing into the tension instead of escaping it
🔹Asking: What part of me is afraid right now?
🔹Saying: Something is happening in me, not to me.
These are small but powerful disruptors. They signal to your body that something different is possible. Over time, that creates safety in the places that used to feel unsafe.
Let’s say someone who journals every day still finds themselves snapping at their partner during an argument. The insight is there... they know it's about past abandonment. But their body hasn't caught up.
Now imagine they pause for two breaths before answering. That single pause is the
pattern break. It's the moment their healing work starts to embed into real-time action.
You don’t need a new tool every week. You don’t need more emotional homework.
You need to interrupt what isn’t working. And then repeat the new way—a little at a time—until your body starts to expect something new.
That’s how belief shifts. That’s how patterns dissolve. That’s how healing gets under your skin instead of staying in your head.
By regularly doing the inner work, you can embark on a transformative journey of self-discovery, healing, and personal growth. Remember, your shadow side holds the keys to understanding and embracing your true self.
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